___ Me, weird? ...___

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I was driving back from my private class and as usual, I took the same route. But this time round, I reached out my hands, out my car window as Max cruised through the same old road. It was then that I realized how I miss having the wind blowing through my fingers and my palm. It's best done when the rain has just stopped and what's left is just the cold wind of the night!

What struck me the most was how ignorant I am with life nowadays. I used to be able to sit still and look at the waves crashing onto the stones at the beach for hours. Now, I can't even sit still for a moment. I really hope I haven't lost that side of me yet. I don't want to lose that. I want NOT to just have a glance of the beautiful things and people surrounding me, but I want to

sit still, 

enjoy the breeze, 

dance in the rain, 

and talk to Him 

without hearing 

my own voice

but His. 

Does it make sense to you? 

Me, weird? 

I don't think so.

I'm just 

Me.